Well things have definitely picked up around here. John and I have had quite a bit of time off for the holidays...some good, some not so good. The first half of our time together was quiet. We looked a lot like this (when we were in the same room).
Then we were blessed with some alone time when my in-laws took the kids for the night. We were able to talk through some things and were finally communicating again. We read a blog post or two together. Everything was going great...then I opened my
big fat mouth and had the tiniest bit of an attitude. I don't understand as I NEVER get an attitude with My Love *shrug*. And I got spanked for it! We were doing so well, just enjoying one another and he goes and spanks me! Okay...he settling into his role...he's paying attention...I better behave.
Fast forward to the next day...I got spanked again! What for? you ask...ATTITUDE! I'm really starting to HATE that word! And it was right before leaving for a New Year's Eve Party! I do have to say though that I am extremely proud of myself. After a few minutes of talking...
How would you feel if I let it slide since you seem to have realized that how you acted was uncalled for?
After thinking for a moment...
Do you want me to be honest? Or should I just lie to you?
Well, I think we've done that too much lately...
So do you want me to spank you then?
Well...do you want me to be honest? Or should I just lie to you?
Are you laughing at me? That's not very nice!
I'm sorry! I know you don't like being spanked for punishment. Let's get this taken care of now.
And with that he led me downstairs and we took care of my attitude. I was very proud of him. I know that he doesn't like spanking me either (at least not for punishment!)
So all of that was now behind us. But this morning I was in trouble AGAIN! Man I really suck at this...and here I was wanting him to be more consistent! This time he said I was being disrespectful to his preferences. I rolled my eyes and he was paying attention! When did he start doing that? Ugh!
So he decided that some corner time was in order :( That is NO fun! He wouldn't even let me have my phone...big meanie! But again we are in sync and living in a harmony that we have never experienced.
Tomorrow is John's birthday! And hopefully there will only be fun spankings :) So Happy Birthday My Love! Thank you for being the most amazing man I have ever known. Thanks for putting up (not so much anymore! lol) with me and my attitude. He's getting old so he won't be able to see that last part :) hehe! I love you more than I ever thought was possible! I hope that this next year brings you more joy and love than ever before.