I thought I was doing well. I thought we were doing well. It seems as though after every hill we hurdle down (see my last post) we encounter another. I am aware that this is just how life works sometimes and that especially in ttwd because there is so much to learn.
|See now? Here's my problem...John is teaching my 'style' of learning!|
I want to let go and give him control. I'm just struggling with it. I want to trust John in all things. Why is it that it's so difficult to give up control? Why is that after every victory, there's another hill just waiting to hurl you down it?
I know that none of this is very unsubmissive and that it is counterproductive to what we are trying to build.